I want to share a quick thought from John 11, and the resurrection of Lazerus. You can read the whole story in John 11, but I want to jump in when Jesus shows up on the scene and meets up with Martha.

Martha then said to Jesus, “Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died. Even now I know that whatever You ask of God, God will give You.” – John 11:21-22

Martha almost asks Jesus to ask the Father to raise Lazerus up.

Jesus said to her, “Your brother will rise again.”

Martha said to Him, “I know that he will rise again in the resurrection on the last day.” – John 11:23-24

Martha believed in an end-time resurrection and believed that her brother had faith enough to take part in it.

I feel like Martha’s doing pretty well here, based on her words. But she’s missing something. She gets how connected Jesus is to the Father and how He can ask anything and God will do it. But Jesus’ response to her takes it all to another level.

Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life; he who believes in Me will live even if he dies, and everyone who lives and believes in Me will never die. Do you believe this?” – John 11:25-26

The answer for Martha comes not from Jesus’ tight connection with the Father, or with the amazing things Jesus can do.

We get stuck on what Jesus can do sometimes.

Like the Leper Jesus met in Matthew 8

And a leper came to Him and bowed down before Him, and said, “Lord, if You are willing, You can make me clean.” – Matthew 8:2

What we are missing, like Martha and the leper, is not what Jesus can do, but who He is.

I AM – the Greek phrase Ego Emi. It’s actually the reason the Jews wanted Him dead, and Jesus used this phrase over and over through out His ministry.

It was not that He had the power or the connection with God. Jesus is resurrection. He is THE LIFE! Life and death are like hot and cold, or light and dark. Death, cold and darkness are not measurable. These words represent the absence of something. When it’s cold out, it’s because there is less heat available. Darkness flees in the face of light because it only represents the absence of light.

So it is with death. Death is simply the absence of life.

So when life Himself comes on the scene, what can death do but yield. Death flees in the face of The Life.

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See you again soon,



– A day in the life of the women with the issue of blood


In the story of the women with the issue of blood, we find a nameless and anonymous woman who has struggled with a serious condition for 12 years of her life. She searched for many years for help, even using her life savings but to no avail. This day for her probably began just like all the other days prior, seeking for a cure to her illness.

I gather she was on her way to a doctors appointment when suddenly, on her road there, she hears a commotion and sees a mass of people gathered just ahead. By the voices crying out from the crowd she now knows why they were there. Jesus is in the midst and walking on an intersecting road to hers. Suddenly she feels a stirring in her spirit and knows instantly why SHE WAS THERE! In her mind, she tells herself that she needed to cancel her previous doctor’ appointment and go directly to this man they call a healer.

Despite her condition and the laws that hindered her, she pushed through the crowd touched the robe of the newfound physician and her faith made her whole. Her ordinary day was met with a divine interruption. The Lord has used this nameless women’s testimony to resonate through history and encourage countless generations.

Whether it’s God that interrupts your day or something you do by faith that changes the course of your day; God will meet you on that road to your purpose. For those who have come upon a wall on the road to your healing, I say to continue to push through and reach out by faith for your healing today. Your divine interruption awaits!

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My Weeping is Over


I tell you, I’ve seen Him with my own eyes! I didn’t dream this whole thing up.

Here’s what happened.

Friday, just before the Sabbath, Joseph managed to get us the body before sundown. I think he spoke directly to Pilate. From what he told me, Pilate was glad to have Him off that cruel cross.

I had no idea what to do. I’d never buried a man before, but I knew we couldn’t leave Him out there. Thank the Lord for Joseph. He gave us his own tomb. It was a cave in the side of a hill not far from Golgotha, near the resting place of his ancestors. I remember how Jesus had called us all sisters and brothers, those of us who followed Him. I’m sorry, I’m babbling. Where was I?

Friday night we put Him in the tomb, but we didn’t have time to do it well. I wanted to adorn the horrid place so it looked like something other than just a hole in a rock. I wanted to wrap Him up. To be honest, I just wanted to see Him once more.

The sun was not up when I left the house. When I got to His grave, the predawn mist swirling about, I saw guards sitting beside the massive stone blocking the entrance to the tomb. The sight of it broke my heart afresh, and I began to weep again. I collapsed to the ground and buried my face in my apron.

It was then I felt the earth begin to shake. Another earthquake? As the earth stopped its rumble, I heard a commotion near the tomb. I looked up, and where the guards had been just moments before, there were two beings. Their brightness was greater than the brilliant sun which had just peeked over the eastern horizon. Not only that—the tomb was open. Someone had moved the boulder away from the mouth of the tomb.

I flashed back to last week when Jesus called Lazarus out of his burial cave. It took three men to move that stone, and it was much smaller than this one.

I ran to the mouth of the cave, tears still pouring down my face. The man on the right—an angel, I suppose—said to me:

“Woman, why do you weep?”

I could see the cave was empty. My mind was racing. Where were the guards? Had they moved the stone and taken the Lord with them? Where could they have gone? What was going on?

My sorrow now mixed with anger, fear, and confusion. I looked down at my hands; I still carried the fragrances I intended to use in the tomb. I held them up and somehow managed to speak.

“They took my Master,” I said, “and I don’t know where they put him.”

What was I going to do now?

I turned away from the tomb, head to the ground. Things kept getting worse. First they killed this wonderful man, and then they stole His body. Why? The tears just kept coming.

As I moved away from the tomb, I saw feet before me and heard a voice.

“Woman, why do you weep? Who are you looking for?” He said.

Why is this gardener talking to me? Can’t he see I just want to grieve? There was a hint of anger in my voice when I replied.

“Mister, if you took him, tell me where you put him so I can care for him.”

Even as I said it, I was replaying His voice in my mind. I knew that voice.

Then He said my name.


At that instant, the moment I heard Him say my name, it all left—the sorrow, the anger, the fear, the confusion. It rolled away, like the stone before His tomb. And like the death that tried to take Him away, these no longer had a hold on me.


I fell to my knees before Him and reached for His feet. I could see the nail holes in those beautiful feet. As I reached for Him, He said:

“Don’t cling to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. Go to my brothers and tell them, ‘I ascend to my Father and your Father, my God and your God.’”

I didn’t know what to say or do. I knew only this: He was alive!

I heard something behind me, and as I turned to see what was rustling, He vanished. Was I imagining it? Did I dream it? There is no way this was my imagination. The tomb was empty; and He had risen.

I headed back into town to tell the disciples. When I got there, the mood was the same as it had been for three days. Most of them were still in shock. I burst through the door and cried out to them, “He’s alive! He’s alive! He is alive!” Then I told them all about it. Before I finished telling my story, Peter and John were on their way.

It’s only been three days since the worst day I ever imagined. The glory of this new day—this first day—swallowed up all the horror and turned it into something beautiful, something wonderful. He is risen!


To read the original story, see Matthew 28:1-11, Mark 16:9-10,
and John 20:11-18.

The preceding is a chapter from my book Encounters with Jesus. You can pick your copy up at in paperback or for your Kindle. Forty stories that chronical the life of Jesus from the perspective of those he touched.

This Was the Son of God


If I have seen one criminal die, I have seen a hundred. I am tasked with ensuring they are dead before we end these torturous crucifixions.

Sometimes we leave these worthless men hanging for days, but at times like this, with the Jew’s Holy days coming, Pilate has us rush things a bit. Once he feels they have been sufficiently crushed and humiliated, he will have us break their legs. When it comes to that, these hardened criminals nearly beg for the relief they think death will bring. Breaking their legs brings death in minutes.

But today . . . well, I’ve never seen anything like this before.

There were three trees planted on the hill today, three men facing the price for their crimes against Rome. Left and right were thieves—repeat offenders. Roman law is stern. The more public and harsh the punishment, the more cowed the populous. You don’t need to see many crucifixions to decide to give up a life of crime.

But this One in the center . . . I mean, I’ve seen criminals talk from the cross before, but it’s always been either a plea for mercy, cries of innocence, or, more often than not, it’s bitter and foul refuse flying from their mouths. But His words . . .  Even on the cross there was life in them.

Rather than being consumed by His own pain and agony, He looked down and gave the care of His mother to another man. He even seemed to be comforting one of the other criminals while they both struggled for breath.

He didn’t blame, beg, or curse. He forgave. Forgave! Who does that?

“Father, forgive them; they don’t know what they’re doing.”

There was a moment when His agony peaked, but it did not seem related to the pain He was bearing. He cried out:

“My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?”

If it were possible, it seemed to grow even darker at that moment. Then I felt the rumble; thunder, I thought.

The end is usually ugly, but not for this man.

It was almost like He decided it was time to die and just passed on. When the Jews accused Him and Rome put Him on this cross, they intended to take His life from Him. But when He was ready, He said, “It is finished. Father, take my Spirit. I trust you with it.” And then His breathing stopped. Man intended to take His life, but in the end He gave it up Himself.

That’s when things got really strange.

The rumble returned. The sky was so dark it would be no surprise to hear such a roar from above. But as the rumble grew, things started shaking. It seemed the ground was about to open up and swallow us all!

The earth itself was breaking apart as this Son of glory and sorrow breathed His last.

A breach opened up clear across the city—through the temple and into the graveyard. What a mess! There have been stories of dead men walking the streets. The Jews are in full-blown panic because the breach has compromised their most holy place.

Are these raindrops the tears of a brokenhearted God pouring down to wash away the blood of a millennium of sacrifices?

Truly this was the Son of God.


To read the original story, see Matthew 27, Mark 15,
Luke 23, and John 19.

The preceding is a chapter from my book Encounters with Jesus. You can pick your copy up at in paperback or for your Kindle. Forty stories that chronical the life of Jesus from the perspective of those he touched.

Blood in the Sheets

At first I thought it was my time of month.

Blood in my sheets.

I am so tired of blood in my sheets, but now I am too weak to even care.

My little one was only three then; now she is a young woman, and she is probably finding her own blood in the sheets. It’s strange to think of my daughter in that way, but to me it is always blood.

I have not been able to live with her in over a decade. She and my husband live in town, in our little home right down from the market. Oh how I miss the market!

I was selling my olives there when I first noticed the twinge of pain I now know is my hemorrhage. It was the first night of thousands strung together to make up who I am, who I have become.

I was Gilda the olive girl. I sold olives in the market. I was beautiful. People always remarked about the color of my eyes. They said my eyes matched my olives.

I can’t remember the last time anyone even looked at my eyes.

Now I am forgotten.

This blood—this hemorrhage—has robbed me. It’s as though a thief broke in and took everything.

Not my silver, and linen, and fine china, though those are all gone, too. We sold it all to raise money for the doctors. The doctors couldn’t do a thing. I went to doctors in six villages. I even went down to the hospital in Capernaum, but I returned much as I’d left, only bruised and penniless.

The thief I speak of did not walk away with my possessions; he stole my family, my dignity, my humanity, my identity. I was Gilda the olive girl. Now I am no one. I am invisible. I am a scar on the roadside, to be stepped around, avoided. Who am I? I don’t have an answer.

Not long ago, some lepers were talking about a man. This man, I overheard, was wandering all over the region of Galilee, doing things I’ve never heard of before except at the storyteller’s. Jesus, they call Him. He was opening the eyes of the blind, healing all manner of sickness, and even cleansing some lepers.

Oh that name! Jesus! The LORD is salvation. O how I need a Savior!

When I heard the stories, I felt something deep in my chest, something I had not known for ages. I felt hope. After twelve years of blood on the sheets, after a decade alone, an outcast, forgotten, I felt hope.

My first thought was to go to Him. I must have Him put His hands on me and command this blood to stop. But my own husband was unwilling to touch me. The last time he came and held my hand, they would not let him back in the congregation for a week.

The stories kept coming. He healed everyone in town, laid hands on the sick folk there. I even heard He forgave a man’s sins just a few days back.

Who is this Jesus?

I began to wonder if I could get to Him through the crowds that are always thronging Him. I wondered if I could get close enough to touch Him. I remembered a story from my childhood of the day they threw a dead soldier on the corpse of an old prophet, and the soldier came back to life.

If this Jesus is anything like the old Elisha, I bet just touching the hem of His cloak would be enough to stop my bleeding. As soon as this thought entered my mind, I felt warm all over, like the healing had already started, like the LORD Himself was telling me to do it.

I knew what I had to do. He was walking by, and the crowd, as always, spread around Him like a river flowing through the street. So I went for it. I wrapped my tattered robes around me, covering as much of myself as I could. I kept my eyes to the ground and edged my way into the mob.

I could not see Him yet, but I knew He was only a few paces ahead of me. I kept saying to myself the words I’d heard deep inside my soul: “Touch the hem of His cloak. Touch the hem of His cloak.” It was all I could think, all I could hear.

Then I heard a voice right in front of me.

“Master, where did Jairus say he lived? Do you think it is much farther?”

“Patience, Peter.”

That voice! The heat in my body doubled, and I knew it must be Him. I dove to the ground, my outstretched hand barely brushing the fringe of His robe.

Everything stopped. I could hear my heart pounding in my chest.

The Master stopped. The crowd stopped. My heart stopped.

To my horror, Jesus turned around and said:

“Who touched me?”

Peter laughed. “Who touched You? Everyone touched You. Maybe You should ask who didn’t touch You.”

“Someone touched me. I felt power discharging from me.”

I knew I was caught. I knew He was talking about me. I had broken the law. I had come into the crowd, making them all unclean like me. I had touched Him, and not only was I not allowed to touch anyone, but to touch this man who was not my husband . . . They could arrest me, or excommunicate me, or even stone me.

I was already on the ground, so I found my way to my knees, buried my face in my hands, and blurted out the whole thing.  I waited for His verdict. What would He do? What would He say?

Then there was that voice again.

“Daughter, you took a risk of faith, and now you’re healed and whole. Live well, live blessed! Be healed of your plague.”

Then I understood. The heat I was feeling was right at the source of the bleeding.  As the heat faded, the trickling of blood I’d felt for twelve years was gone. I knew right then and there my nightmare was over.

That was yesterday.

Today I awoke on my cot, and there was no blood.

Today I will return to my home, my husband, my beautiful daughter.

Today I will return to my life, my identity.

When Jesus healed me, He didn’t just stop my bleeding. He restored everything the thief had taken.

What manner of man is this?

To read the original story, see Matthew 9:18-26, Mark 5:21-43,
and Luke 8:40-56.

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